i’ve never felt so alone.
i don’t ever sleep because i sit here in my head, wishing i had someone to talk to, thinking about life, feeling anxiety for no apparent reason. my stomach hurts. i feel nauseas. and i wish i could just fall asleep and forget about how lonely i am.
but i can’t.
my heart is broken. i just need a friend to hug me and be with me and listen and hold me. i am craving an emotional connection and it’s sad that i feel completely alone unless i have someone texting me or communication in some way through my mobile device. i’ve been using my phone more and more lately.
because outside of my phone, i am alone. i have to face reality. i have to remember that no one is really here for me. and i have to put on a brave face and pretend that nothing is wrong for jakson.
i just hurt.
i wish it would go away.
someone save me
i need a friend
i need a hug
i need help getting through this
jordan + jak 